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Re: Today
« Reply #15 on: September 12, 2020, 12:44:16 pm »
Today

Today things have been pretty mellow, but have to work later on, and that's when chaos always begins, cause that's when got to interact with others who are nothing like 'self', people who are not mindful of how their actions effect others.

People who drive recklessly, people who condemn others they don't know based on color, age, gender or social status, people in bad moods who don't smile and more.

Sure, I'll bump into a few pleasant souls as well, either way though, would rather just stay home where I'm in control of my environment and where things are always calm.

Your home is like your mini Kingdom.

And if you have your own family, that's even more true.


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Re: Today
« Reply #16 on: September 27, 2020, 08:22:07 pm »
Today, signed back into social media, so over next few days, weeks, expect 'views' to start rising again.

What else can I say...stay tuned.

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Re: Today
« Reply #17 on: October 06, 2020, 09:05:33 am »
Need to go shopping today 

I hate going shopping now, absolutely hate it, no longer like the experience of getting up and out then going to store where evaluated by 'low standard people', who think you're just in store to create mischief.

At my age you just get tired of it, and at my age the 'lust factor' is no longer there, in other words you're not excited that you might meet someone special at the store anymore, instead there's just other people moping around like you are, there cause they have to be, and not cause they want to be.

Signed up for Public home delivery a few years ago, but never once used the service.

Walmart is the worst place to go, especially if you're a single minority male in that everyone is hardwired to believe you're only purpose in life is to go into 'their' store and steal something, anything, even a candy bar, and so they watch you like a hawk.

Even give those vague 'Security Isle or sector 5 scan' bogus messages...and then when leaving store the whole 'can I see a receipt humiliation....well I haven't shown them a receipt for years, stopped doing it years ago once I realized you don't have to....and I practically beg them to 'detain' me, call the Police, so that I can retire with a nice lawsuit.

But still, just knowing ahead of time you gotta go through all that just to buy a few items can be stressful and wear you out.
As you age, you begin to realize if you're a certain color, the world will never give you that respect you always thought you'd get when older and proven self....most just won't ever give you that respect, most just don't know how....it's not in them to.

Also I need groceries, which is so very expensive now days, even filling up small green or red hand held basket can run around $50.00 + in groceries, by the time you buy some fruit, milk, vegetables, some canned goods, this, that, maybe some meat, you're already at $60 bucks, in little green basket.

But proper food and nutrition is health, so what are you going to do?
If want to stay healthy, have enough energy for work, you have to eat, and eat right.

Other than other smalll tasks around my place, that will be my day, cause come tomorrow evening, it's on again, work that is, long hard and brutal, and in fact will be working 4 overnights going forward, and off 3, but by the time off, those 3 days off feel more like 2 days off cause so brutalized.

Physically the job not that brutal, rather it's the over night hours that makes it feel that way.
But will be earning over a $1000.00 a week through Holiday period, I could use the money for sure, but can body handle it?

Money vs health.

So for next few months, my presence on here may be a bit lighter than normal do to work schedule.

But with money saved, if survive this period, maybe I can finally move or get used RV, or buy some land and start planning for what's left of my future, which I don't want to evolve around a job.

I need to pay cash for some things, be it land or be it a RV, where rent isn't a problem going forward, cause that's where most people dump all their money, and rent don't care how old or tired or even sick you are.

Time to get on with the day...and screw corona.






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Re: Today
« Reply #18 on: October 31, 2020, 12:19:07 pm »
Today it's Halloween



First Halloween on here, a quite one at that.

Sometimes I wonder though, which will be more scary this year, Halloween night or Election night?

Anyways, Happy Halloween, I envy those with families who live way out in safe neighborhoods who can still enjoy Halloween the old fashion way.

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Re: Today
« Reply #19 on: November 02, 2020, 08:09:54 am »
Today I've got to get out and vote, if I plan on voting

I've never voted at a public place before ever, and only voted one time prior to this, if I decide to vote at all..but it's an historic election, so I may do it, unless turned away from poll do to some technicality, but I may try anyways just out of boredom.


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Re: Today
« Reply #20 on: November 03, 2020, 08:52:19 am »
Today I probably should get out and vote

Today I should go vote, not sure why I didn't do it earlier, I don't feel like dealing with people.

And when I do go to vote, if I do, the people there will probably think I'm going to vote other than what I will.

If I do vote, it'll be the second time ever.

I shouldn't of drank so much yesterday, now all I want to do is stay home.

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Re: Today
« Reply #21 on: November 08, 2020, 11:34:56 pm »
Today, for whatever reason my 'dice' told me to watch this movie here...'The Watchmen'.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wglmbroElU0

What a strange time we're living in.

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Re: Today
« Reply #22 on: November 24, 2020, 10:22:11 pm »
Was given the day off today

So glad I checked my phone before leaving parking lot today...


Saved self a 30 mile trip to job, cause turns out I wasn't needed today, thank goodness cause was feeling a bit woozy from previous night, I drank to much, or maybe it's what I had to drink 'Black Magic', whatever it was, I was out of it the next day.
After told didn't have to work, I ignored phone for rest of day, cause there's nothing than being told you don't have to work, and then getting a call 2 hours later again saying 'we need you now', forget that man, I'll play ignorant tomorrow if they did try to call back.

I did here the phone ring once, I ignored it, was in bed.

Unlike most guys/gals who work blue collar job, I just don't really need the money anymore, been working many years and earning money check to check just doesn't really pay off, so now I enjoy all the time off I can get, don't even care if I get over time or not, cause none of it matters to me anymore.

I'll be apart of the working poor whether I work over time or not, to me 'time off' is better than a pay check.

I just don't have the type of job that I so love that get sad when not there, it's just labor to me, labor...I get as much out of my job now as a mule does plowing a field.

Been thinking about investing though, where I can make money just sitting at home.

But I think you'd probably need a minimum of $20,000 in the markets in order to generate enough income to sit at home.

I don't have that yet.

Anyways, just thought I'd check in, haven't been here in a while.



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Re: Today
« Reply #23 on: November 26, 2020, 11:27:24 am »
Today I will get up, scoot about, and pretend my life still has purpose in this world

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Re: Today
« Reply #24 on: December 22, 2020, 09:11:35 pm »
Yesterday

Yesterday I went out and bought some Xmas lights, why not, haven't done so in over a decade.

It just looks so drab where I stay, no Xmas cheer anywhere, it's like a lot of people just not really feeling it, at least where I stay, so I figured 'why not', and went out and bought a few strings of light for front and back of place.

And even bought a few gifts for my neighbors, again why not, things just feel draby lately do to covid hysteria and do to Trump leaving office soon, he's like the last politicians that gives a crap about people, once Trump gone, it's back to establishment politics as usual, where politicians totally cater to special interests and where the small guy/gal is forgotten.

Anyways, at least I've got up some lights, maybe it'll help my moral a bit, and or others who see it.


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Re: Today
« Reply #25 on: December 24, 2020, 09:05:42 am »
Today just went out and spent $65.00 on Xmas gifts for people

Today just spent $65.00 on gifts for people, OK and a $7 dollar unisex shirt for myself, couldn't reisst, haven't been into a walmart store in over 2 years and couldn't resist the super low prices, I think they're prices are so low do to Amazon Prime always looming over them as fierce competitor.

So ye, I spent mainly on neighbors like 7 year old son?, all I know is they live with two adult females, maybe ones the Mother?...I don't pry, maybe they're a Lesbian couple?...again I don't pry, all I know is whenever I walk past place, kid gets excited about seeing a 'man' who actually cares.

I only wish I had kids of my own, was able to meet right woman and do the whole family thing, but it just never happened, not sure why.'..I guess I was just to careful and proper when younger  and more in prime.

So now spend all my Holidays alone, so this year I did not mind spending 65 dollars or so on gifts, why not.

It doesn't even have to be about 'religion', cause for me it wasn't, it was just about wanting to brighten up other peoples day with gifts.

And now I will get on with my terrible gift wrapping skills.


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Re: Today
« Reply #26 on: December 26, 2020, 12:15:14 am »
Today I think I just won $10,000 in the lottery...99% sure

I think I did just win 10 gran in the lottery today.

Not going to say much else about it until confirmed.

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Re: Today
« Reply #27 on: January 01, 2021, 03:05:56 pm »
I have wasted a big chunk of today doing absolutely nothing meaningful

I have wasted a big chunk of today doing absolutely nothing meaningful, including writing this.

Not sure if this forum is going quite as I planned it to, the lay out not exactly as 'forward' as I think most are use to.

I'm spread so thin now, things constantly changing, thus what I express changes, what I emphasize changes.

May delete some sections on here that are already no longer relevant.
Like I no longer really podcast, it just took up way to much time and energy, and my message was just to broad and all over the place, like me.

To succeed in radio or podcast you have to pic a theme and stick with it, can't be bouncing around like I do, my podcasts were, are, more like a variety show, all over the map, one skit it's politics, the next paranormal, the next 'how to cook', the next, sports, the next social issues, the next sexuality, the next mechanical issues and so forth, I just jump around to much.

But sticking to just one theme is boring to me, cause I'm anything but singular, but I suppose you have to be if want to succeed as a Podcaster or Broadcaster.

Oh well, still a lot of 'today' in front of me, let me see what I can get into.

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Re: Today
« Reply #28 on: January 17, 2021, 11:53:43 am »
Today is recovery day from long holiday work schedule.

That means sit around and do nothing and not feel bad about it, not only that but tomorrow is a Federal Holiday (King day), so nothing open that matters.

So will probably drink and get drunk.

If could do drugs, would do that to, but I can't cause my job randomly drug tests...half way kidding.

Speaking of drugs, seems drugs today totally mess people up way worse than like drugs of the 1960's and 70's.

Back in the day, people did drugs heavily while young, then just grew up out of that phase...

But now days seems drugs just totally dominate peoples lives, those who go down that route.

I think drug use in like the 1960's and 70's wasn't much different than alcohol drinking, but I guess now days the drugs have just gotten way more powerful and addictive...at least in the 'white' community.

Maybe in the past the addictive drugs normally stayed in the black or Mexican or minority communities, so society at large didn't notice...but now those drugs for sure have spilled into all classes of the 'W' community.

All I'd ever want to try is 'weed' again, as did in high school...but beyond weed, nah...maybe Viagra...lol...

Anyways, time to get on with today for the better or the worse.

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Re: Today
« Reply #29 on: January 19, 2021, 09:24:11 pm »
https://youtu.be/YqJAnQTwmJs

One of my favorit songs ever, I can go from this to rock to opera..it's aboit thie idndivdul, mood and moment to me
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